5.50 Am and I'm still not sleeping. Haven't write anything to both of my guardian and also angel, maybe because got nothing to say....

Thinking of returning back to Pekan today, even though there is lot of problem waiting for me at there. But really need to put my head back to the starting point as I have begun to feel like 'lost'. Lot of problem have occured to me in the past couple of days and the only way to get away from this problem is to relax. Need to put those troubles in the black box of mind.........

Have a chat with BC today....this time she's the one who started first, even though she seems got some plot inside her head. Yet again, it seems that I tried to ignored her..maybe there is a reason or it just my feeling. Got a space of 3 month before it is trully I am going to miss her................................ but we can't really say about the future

Blogging in the past 3 days really put my mind in a very good ways of relieving those tension

Forgot to said that last night, my guardian managed to contact me using Yahoo Messenger.... She seems a nice girl eventhough I've began to sense that i know who this person was. But I really doesn't want to know that as I began to treat her as a very good friend of mine........................... do I really need to tell her all those weird problem of mine

That's all for now...maybe write again in the next couple of hours............ yet We Can't Really Say About The Future
and I wish that I am going to have a happy life with BC

Good Bye...........................
Good Morning.............it 6 Am...what do you expect ???

- Always Wish For A Better And Glory Days -

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Ok too tired. Just want to simple up things :-

- Finished scanning all those pictures from Fiz regarding our trip to Pekan and KL
- Listen to Staind new great songs : So Far Away
- Somehow managed to discover that Staind did an acoustic version of one my great Pearl Jam song 'Black'
- Have a very good chat with my guardian, just wondering who is she....she seems nice...reminds me of someone
- Failed to continue to proceed with the site as my body are not fullly fit and also I've became too tired so suddenly
- That's all... maybe added something next time because I can't stand it anymore

bye

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Ok just finished scanning pictures from Fiza which contains several pic of me. Thought of continuing finishing the website but yet my eyes are filled with the temptiness of going to sleep. Talk again when I regain conciounous.....

By the way, managed 2 great tracks from Staind :-

So Far Away
Black ( Origanally sing by Pearl Jam. By the way this song cools man )

Really need to go to sleep....just watch how i became lazy on writing and also spelling words...too tired....Bye

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Can't sleep because of the food that i have eaten began to transform into those ugly stuff...No Need To Explain Further

The Tioman comitee have decided that I will joined the Special Jobs comitee as I have lot of contact inside the local goverment. I don't know wheter I could the job very well but I try my best as it is a simple job + I got an assistant @ became an assistant to Azira, who the comitee considered as the most important member in the project.

The napier website which I have developed in the past few weeks have come to last stage of developement. What's left know is the linking of picture and also story about those past & present project. Maybe I'm going to write everything or leave it to someone who is interested in writing them. Maybe tomorrow I'm started working on few stories.

Few hours to go before Azira came to Palm Court............and I still didn't want to sleep

Buttercookies....got a very good start on rebuilding my relationship....but sometimes yet everything looked so complicated but I have to try my best rather give up on such weird behaviour

Got a letter from my guardian...she wrote in a very friendly way but guess what...my reply is the most complicated in the world wide world. Currently I have a tounge war with my housemate, Zulhaini which everyone in the house called him as Bakri. Below are the words that were used :-

Session Start (Yahoo! - kurt_maisu:zu_pigo): Wed Aug 13 03:36:56 2003
kurt_maisu: oi
kurt_maisu: tak tido lagi ker
zu_pigo: buat keje la...
kurt_maisu: kampit
kurt_maisu: silap hantar daaa
zu_pigo: kampit ko la
kurt_maisu: oii
kurt_maisu: ko la kampit
kurt_maisu: (pig)
zu_pigo: cipet ko la
kurt_maisu: cipan ko la
zu_pigo: woi sibuk la ko

-- guess I have a very good friend here ---

That's all.....and I still wish for a better tommorow.......
end

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this is my first post !!!! damm should left this mark earl !!

man just watch the jasonvsfreddy trailer...
seems interesting......but yet again.....
will I have the $$$ to watchit

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