aaa....aku taip esok je la...still terkedu actually

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i have decided to not attend the interview on wednesday. why ? because it seems to sudden plus there is plenty of sacrifice that have to be made..and please..this is isn't the end of the world for me..and it is offer me sometime to think about my future rather than made a sudden jump and then realizing everything was a mistake..

her ? owh i really dun care that much..kalau ada jodoh x kemana..at least i know that can still be in contact with her..if i took the job, how can i be synchronize with her...the job itself were a pain in the butt...high paid but no much life...really...is this the choice ?

for once...i've decided to secure myself a job that offer a better future and a better LIFE

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" when we are missing someone "

hari ni aku rasa cam ntah hapa2...malas nak buat keje..asyik melayan lagu je daari pagi sampai ke petang...asyik bukak email,lowyat...hantar email tu email ni...
aku kenapa ?

kekadang aku rasa cam aku ni mengalami kesan dalaman akibat merindui seseorang..eventhough people said " c'mon la...baru dua hari..infact u're going to meet her in 2 weeks time "..but for me...if both of us are falling in love with each other...2 weeks means nothing but the problem now..we're NOT..

sometimes...i just wanna send sms just to say hi or just wanna ask how's she doing back home..but i just can't..really i don't have a single excuse of what causing me not to have the courage to send it..but reality does put some point there..it's a pain to know that she won't be back in Kuantan anymore..maybe she will be coming back but just a few days..i really miss every moment that i shared with her...now i felt lonely...so empty..maybe because my plan of forgetting her for good are ruined because somehow i managed to be closed with her on the last 7 days...we joke,we hang out..at one time she spoke " eh maisu pakai baju merah cam kta "...n that's really knock me cold..why ? because she never spoke that kind of word before..when i spoke that i'm going to miss her..she replied " maisu kan selalu turun kl..boleh kta ajak jln2 "..now u got the answer why plan have gone down into the drain..sucks...:D

next week i got an interview in kl..if i succeed means that i've to resign in two days time..fine myself a new house somewhere near KUB building..start a new life..and found myself with her again..

kalau aku dan dia are destined to be together...please god tell me and help me !! and also whether this job prove to be a correct decision...

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arini aku jiwa kaco..aku leh layan lagu nico - rindu n kru - cherinna berulang2 kali..arghh...susahnye hati aku..pastu aku leh hantar resume ke 40 company it kat kl n isi borang spa..

aku ni terdesak ke rindu ke jatuh hati ke atau demam aku x baik lagi ?

gile...

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saje je...

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