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weird date.and i just knew about it

it has been almost like 2 week since we were dating and it has been a good period for us. so much thing have been discover and amazing stuff that both of us do together. better yet i've began to explore more about her since we are bit too rush on our relationship.but a rush that is worth taking since we already began to know each other like 2-3 month ago and somehow we manage to get close eventhough at some part i try to run away from since she got a bf at that time..

yeah everything like a rush..it tooks us 3 days to get soo close..1 day for her to make a decision and 2 more days for us ( esp me ) to make the final steps..and later the fruits is there already

but still..several people are began to feel like slightly annoying about what had happen and my feedback on it..what a whack..for some part of my life just please let it live by it's own...

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aku beku di opis

satu pagi yg sejuk di kuantan.mmg bone chilling sampai aku terpaksa on-off aircond.kan bagus kalau kipas instead of air cond.jadah ape.

kepala aku still dizzy n aku still lambat ke opis despite aku da celik awal.maybe aku kene da resetting my time since i never thought that my life can change so much in this past 2 weeks

yeah, i have a gf ( finally ! ), after 8-7 years blogging here and finally i score one. i really dun know how it start or triggered but we got soo close that in a week time we already declared ourself a loving couple. yes it is soo fast but sumhow i need to push the envelope a bit early since i've waited by the wings for month already.

she is a bit easy going..can be friendly,crazy and a good listener. the one thing that makes me smile is that she can accept me as what i am.most of the people critisize me because of the so called 'un-matured' attitude and behaviour, according to them the real reason why i haven't got any gf for the last 30 years of my existense. and who got the last laugh now ?

i love her.i care about her.not only she accept me to be inside her life but she taught me lot of things about women that i never thought i wouldn't have known.but the greatest moment was as she holds my hand and talks about lot of amazing stuff...for some reason i felt like being in the top of the world with someone that i love soo much...

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endlessly you're my everything....

there's a story that i've managed to forget but somehow it didn't got buried completely..and somehow the story continues with a new chapter..and somehow it managed to light back the old flame again..

no need to explain..but i'm trying not to overshoot with too much confidence..trying to let it go slowly so i won't again trying so hard for sumthing that will not materialize..but if there is a question : am i happy ? my answer is yes...there's a huge void inside my life but currently it is being filled slowly by this wonderfull person..but there's always a twist that could end a dream with a tears..wish me luck anyway..

tomorrow meeting and finally i was the important person in the east coast region..whether i'm just the scapegoat for all the problems and trouble..so again wish me luck as i going to fight all those fingers and finally won my justice..and my rights..

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everything gaji..my head sure spinnning those calculator..numbers and figures...balancing between commitmen and life..haha.

morning...heck..it's been a while since i got lot of thrashing...sucks anyway

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a lesson for today : how to entertain stupid people

sumtimes i just want to pin their head with a note...gtf betul...

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sleepy morning for me...and somehow i've getting careless these day..forgot my kad again..so getting stuck like 5 minutes outside office..need to wait for my staff to come la..for somehow..my last post is on december last year..maybe i need to keep on writing so that i can sharpen my thought and my words..i've getting more addicted to reading..maybe a good hobby for middle age guy like me ( ahem.. )

oh well need to get my laptop charger...dem..

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