got an interview with MARA ( !!!! ) this coming Thursday....damm..why it should always be that quick ? dun know whether i'm going or not..a golden oppurtunity working with a goverment agencies...
Sunday, July 17, 2005
when did the last time i've post something here ? pretty losen the old memory...
my 'weird' story with/about niza is began circulating among the friends which not suprisingly...even rod knows..my life is a just a showbizz after all
not having enough stuff to think or to do..literally
my relationship with niza is kinda up-down a bit...maybe i'm kinda rushing but as far as i know...i didn't push the button much...just trying to be more friendly..eventhough some people are pushing the sexy button thought for me..hahahah..nah..eventhough she look like a 'ranggi' girl...but yet don't judge a book by it's cover...anyhow..i didn't hoping much again..
my 'weird' story with/about niza is began circulating among the friends which not suprisingly...even rod knows..my life is a just a showbizz after all
not having enough stuff to think or to do..literally
my relationship with niza is kinda up-down a bit...maybe i'm kinda rushing but as far as i know...i didn't push the button much...just trying to be more friendly..eventhough some people are pushing the sexy button thought for me..hahahah..nah..eventhough she look like a 'ranggi' girl...but yet don't judge a book by it's cover...anyhow..i didn't hoping much again..
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
gud afternoon everyone !
another day pass by...and still i'm in the spechless mode
siti call me, talk about her family first time opinion....now she is going into the ' jual - mahal mode '..looking back at those picture..notice that is the face that i've being quite missing...
got a headache..qoeurtesy of the bos missus...somehow she opened a cabinet door and forgot to closed it while i'm still looking for something..and guess what..what a shining star it is..
totally tired ( or is it because of the pain ? )..
gaga
another day pass by...and still i'm in the spechless mode
siti call me, talk about her family first time opinion....now she is going into the ' jual - mahal mode '..looking back at those picture..notice that is the face that i've being quite missing...
got a headache..qoeurtesy of the bos missus...somehow she opened a cabinet door and forgot to closed it while i'm still looking for something..and guess what..what a shining star it is..
totally tired ( or is it because of the pain ? )..
gaga
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
3/7/2005
I'm 25 years old !!! happy birthday to me !!
it has been a hectic week for me. holiday for 3 days. travel to south to witness one of my best friend wedding. yup khairil have married and already left the Bujang Tua Club for good. No worries for the other member because they already aiming to ending their drught also. Now i'm in big trouble LOL
Khairil wife ( which of course i will not somehow remember her name ) was beautifull that day courtesy of a very cheeky and pain in the ass mak andam. Khairil ? well some lipstick have do the trick also. Both me and Epol rushes back to Pekan that evening because everyone need to be somewhere fast. For me, Siti is back.
Siti arrive on 12 o' clock that day, and she is as beautifull as she was. Now guess what ? back to the old stuff again. Maybe both of us are destined eventhough somehow i've felt a bit imposibble...
Ninjet also came that day to Kuantan and both of us got to a very good reunion. 4 years no news...and somehow managed to gain contact with one of my best buddies. Hang out for a jamm session which bring backs the old memories.
4/7 - convocationd day
dress a bit smart that day. baju batik, long black trouser and a jack purcell shoes. LOL. a grungy but nice appreace ! pull out the camera today have lot of stupid + great + lovely footage that day ! watch the video last night find out that there were lot of siti faces everywhere. btw during the ceremony i've managed to find myself crashing beside siti's family. a bit kinky but managed to get along find. even her's brothers seems to like me...great news !!
in the end ....here for the judges to judge :-
maybe continue some more later...got an eye to shut....
I'm 25 years old !!! happy birthday to me !!
it has been a hectic week for me. holiday for 3 days. travel to south to witness one of my best friend wedding. yup khairil have married and already left the Bujang Tua Club for good. No worries for the other member because they already aiming to ending their drught also. Now i'm in big trouble LOL
Khairil wife ( which of course i will not somehow remember her name ) was beautifull that day courtesy of a very cheeky and pain in the ass mak andam. Khairil ? well some lipstick have do the trick also. Both me and Epol rushes back to Pekan that evening because everyone need to be somewhere fast. For me, Siti is back.
Siti arrive on 12 o' clock that day, and she is as beautifull as she was. Now guess what ? back to the old stuff again. Maybe both of us are destined eventhough somehow i've felt a bit imposibble...
Ninjet also came that day to Kuantan and both of us got to a very good reunion. 4 years no news...and somehow managed to gain contact with one of my best buddies. Hang out for a jamm session which bring backs the old memories.
4/7 - convocationd day
dress a bit smart that day. baju batik, long black trouser and a jack purcell shoes. LOL. a grungy but nice appreace ! pull out the camera today have lot of stupid + great + lovely footage that day ! watch the video last night find out that there were lot of siti faces everywhere. btw during the ceremony i've managed to find myself crashing beside siti's family. a bit kinky but managed to get along find. even her's brothers seems to like me...great news !!
in the end ....here for the judges to judge :-
maybe continue some more later...got an eye to shut....
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
gee...pretty much lame weekend. my office is being revamp into a death chamber. full of deadly-lively wire tangling everywhere. it seems too odd that much people are pretty suprise to know me still make a profit down there.. :-D
BC act really proven my theory works..ahaks..
now about this new...girl...err ummm...arrr...hiss...
don' ready to spill out the bean yet !!!
BC act really proven my theory works..ahaks..
now about this new...girl...err ummm...arrr...hiss...
don' ready to spill out the bean yet !!!
Thursday, June 23, 2005
fell in love with rj, bc...and now this southern girl name Niza..remember what happen the last time ? this girl is kinda cute & sporty but a bit wild ( i guess )..think she is only 21 ( young !!! ) while i'm 25 ( few more dayz to come )..but then again everything is only my dreams which still haven't being materialized..
not sleeping again...ujie kept knocking me in my dreams...wonder why ?
kharil dah kawin..another bumer..
so long sucker !! hahahah
not sleeping again...ujie kept knocking me in my dreams...wonder why ?
kharil dah kawin..another bumer..
so long sucker !! hahahah
Sunday, June 19, 2005
fall in love again...but the same love all over and over again ?
what a hetic week..lot of stupid dreams, crazy work, monkey business and already the chicken is dying !
ujie somehow launch herself back to sarawak..wakaka...which is made me getting tagged with a title, it is almost impossible to get back to her till u got urself a job/ bigger money !!! think about marrying her !! :-D
but reality is always sucks....dun know about her real status..
siti ? dun know also because till the day she can committ herself, i just can go on doing everything...devil me !
jobs - jobs...where does my strength goes...
what a hetic week..lot of stupid dreams, crazy work, monkey business and already the chicken is dying !
ujie somehow launch herself back to sarawak..wakaka...which is made me getting tagged with a title, it is almost impossible to get back to her till u got urself a job/ bigger money !!! think about marrying her !! :-D
but reality is always sucks....dun know about her real status..
siti ? dun know also because till the day she can committ herself, i just can go on doing everything...devil me !
jobs - jobs...where does my strength goes...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
currently i'm confuse about her...whether she is engaged or not...whether she is in love or not...whether she is committed with someone or not...whether i'm just daydreaming or not...
sometimes i've felt much better if i've never gotten in love with bc..who is, i dun know....she is seems like a jigsaw puzzle...it doesn't fit my dream girl..to find someone who is caring about me...
i'm hoping that, not hoping this time, but praying that whether it is impossible or not, that Ujie could be the one.....
or maybe i'm just in a self - inflict dream again........
sometimes i've felt much better if i've never gotten in love with bc..who is, i dun know....she is seems like a jigsaw puzzle...it doesn't fit my dream girl..to find someone who is caring about me...
i'm hoping that, not hoping this time, but praying that whether it is impossible or not, that Ujie could be the one.....
or maybe i'm just in a self - inflict dream again........
Sunday, June 12, 2005
" got a weird dream last night : somehow I've managed to got married with Erin ( ????? ), a prediction that Ujie is the one ( ???? ), back to school !!!
ujie is back
she managed to land herself at Cosmopoint enrolled herself into VSS scheme ( why i've got this feeling ? ) and now she's online 8 - 5 almost everyday. at first i thought that everything should be as normal as ever but guess what...she flirt me whether it's serious or not, i dun know but if she spills the word, the word is only YES !!
bc ? dun know..she never thought me as precious...compare to RJ who everytime try to cheer the light of life out of me. it kinda sad that i still think that she is already engaged..afraid to ask nizmah...maybe she will break the neck again ! :-))
that's all for now, never thought of a sequal....damm should taken the chance
ujie is back
she managed to land herself at Cosmopoint enrolled herself into VSS scheme ( why i've got this feeling ? ) and now she's online 8 - 5 almost everyday. at first i thought that everything should be as normal as ever but guess what...she flirt me whether it's serious or not, i dun know but if she spills the word, the word is only YES !!
bc ? dun know..she never thought me as precious...compare to RJ who everytime try to cheer the light of life out of me. it kinda sad that i still think that she is already engaged..afraid to ask nizmah...maybe she will break the neck again ! :-))
that's all for now, never thought of a sequal....damm should taken the chance
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
guest what ? i'm back to a point that i've started at least 7 month ago. Yup back at terminal CC. recent news that i'm not officially a worker here. just a pay per day worker. weird eh ? for the record, i've haven't stop working for the the last 9 days. not feeling anything yet maybe because of the time table at warisan which is a bit relaxing.
the guys convocation is coming to corner soon. ct already request 12 flower for her....still don't know about my true feeling for her...
the guys convocation is coming to corner soon. ct already request 12 flower for her....still don't know about my true feeling for her...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
3 days working at Warisan as a shop assistant really put off some of the preasure but that's not going to be an assurance about my future. Those people at Warisan sometimes seems like shrewd about me...crazy eh ? sometimes is like they didn't like me at all...which make me a bit lazy to go there..
anyhow i'm finish writting my resume which is a good news..because i'm going to send it to Olympia College...hopefully this time i'm a made a correct move..
btw big trouble...Mi Rabun punye keje have a hit rock bottom...SUCKSSS...
anyhow i'm finish writting my resume which is a good news..because i'm going to send it to Olympia College...hopefully this time i'm a made a correct move..
btw big trouble...Mi Rabun punye keje have a hit rock bottom...SUCKSSS...
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
sometimes i feel very stupid about leaving RHB. jobless...no money..lot of debt..eventhough not so many. got an interview but decided to skip it which is very stupid also. it is like i'm wanting the job to come and get me. MKH got a temporary esacpe plan which i will go for it.....hoping that another job will come over the line. being promise is such a beautifool....
Saturday, May 21, 2005
From The Desk Of Me ?
yep it's saturday, 10 days left before the RP1 prototype need to be send to roshaimi. Hahahah. Haven't done anything yet ( sucks ! ). Mine to remind that on Teusday I've got an interviewed at Klang, Selangor. Why do you skip Kemaman ? Why instead of Klang ? because of the music hungered inside of you ?
well actually no. But on the current situation, i really need a job for me to stay alive, actually alive from my kredit problem. already SMS lee at Klang, whether that place is fimiliar to him. Just lunged there, interviewed, bounce to kl before returning home.2 Go Or Not To Go
My saving left only RM750. Wait !! RM700. Forgot that I've already withdraw another dowzer few hours before. Need a quick escape plan....
btw good news. my account have been upgraded to 250MB. hahahahhahahahahhahahah
repair ummi laptop is a major serios business. 3 hours and that's only for the windows installation. But after that, everything runs smoothly. The old PC ( the one with the power supply blows !! ) may need to be send to the shop because I didn't knew how to remove the socket, which is the last thing i should have done. Other PC is in progress.
few days slept early...12 am already blackout !!!
yep it's saturday, 10 days left before the RP1 prototype need to be send to roshaimi. Hahahah. Haven't done anything yet ( sucks ! ). Mine to remind that on Teusday I've got an interviewed at Klang, Selangor. Why do you skip Kemaman ? Why instead of Klang ? because of the music hungered inside of you ?
well actually no. But on the current situation, i really need a job for me to stay alive, actually alive from my kredit problem. already SMS lee at Klang, whether that place is fimiliar to him. Just lunged there, interviewed, bounce to kl before returning home.2 Go Or Not To Go
My saving left only RM750. Wait !! RM700. Forgot that I've already withdraw another dowzer few hours before. Need a quick escape plan....
btw good news. my account have been upgraded to 250MB. hahahahhahahahahhahahah
repair ummi laptop is a major serios business. 3 hours and that's only for the windows installation. But after that, everything runs smoothly. The old PC ( the one with the power supply blows !! ) may need to be send to the shop because I didn't knew how to remove the socket, which is the last thing i should have done. Other PC is in progress.
few days slept early...12 am already blackout !!!
Friday, May 20, 2005
Good News
after a long long time planning to rent a web hosting, finally everything have been materialised. a quick snap, there you go, a very good account at articulate-x. EVenthough there is some slacks, supposedly i've paid for a standard account - instead a quick check, found that my account is set for a budget plan ? ( email them though ).
so here it is : www.gruexstudio.com
plenty of job to do, repair 3 PC + 1 laptop, 3 website and also 1 database system
give me plenty of strength.....
after a long long time planning to rent a web hosting, finally everything have been materialised. a quick snap, there you go, a very good account at articulate-x. EVenthough there is some slacks, supposedly i've paid for a standard account - instead a quick check, found that my account is set for a budget plan ? ( email them though ).
so here it is : www.gruexstudio.com
plenty of job to do, repair 3 PC + 1 laptop, 3 website and also 1 database system
give me plenty of strength.....
Thursday, May 05, 2005
duhh....bored again...
got my gaji but still in the lookouts whether i should spend it wisely...it will be a long time till i found a job that can offer me RM 900 per month. skips that job+training interview coz the allowance is a bit too low....
now i'm in the process of going back to Pekan..sorely miss my home...:-D
BC is going to be celebrated her birthday in a couple of dayz...which i'm still busy to think...hahahha
anyway happy whatever day !!!
got my gaji but still in the lookouts whether i should spend it wisely...it will be a long time till i found a job that can offer me RM 900 per month. skips that job+training interview coz the allowance is a bit too low....
now i'm in the process of going back to Pekan..sorely miss my home...:-D
BC is going to be celebrated her birthday in a couple of dayz...which i'm still busy to think...hahahha
anyway happy whatever day !!!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
It's almost a week since i resign from the post at RHB
just like i've expected..lot of people questioning my decision..luckly some of them give good / positive feedback especially those who know me better than some so called professional/i know everything people...for know these people are the one that i live with...it seems I've became dilliusion about getting on 24 hours a day with them.
for the future, i'm still waiting for my salary to be paid eventhough it seems a bit too long. only with it i could gurantee a better 1 month. my old boss seems try to contact me, he wanted me to work at Warisan which is a quick gateway till i've found a new job but some of the old colleague advise me not to because the management is becoming much more 'serabut' than always.
BC is still try to 'toy' with me, i guess, i do really believe that i should not getting to much closer to her...to many false promises and hopes lingers around her which is a bad news for me as it will prevent me from going foward, i could not longer stop myself in these line. i'm not that young anymore, most of my friend have gone and taken the step of a mature man....
it is a long and lot's of up-down year for me...at least it doesn't ended up with nothing...
just like i've expected..lot of people questioning my decision..luckly some of them give good / positive feedback especially those who know me better than some so called professional/i know everything people...for know these people are the one that i live with...it seems I've became dilliusion about getting on 24 hours a day with them.
for the future, i'm still waiting for my salary to be paid eventhough it seems a bit too long. only with it i could gurantee a better 1 month. my old boss seems try to contact me, he wanted me to work at Warisan which is a quick gateway till i've found a new job but some of the old colleague advise me not to because the management is becoming much more 'serabut' than always.
BC is still try to 'toy' with me, i guess, i do really believe that i should not getting to much closer to her...to many false promises and hopes lingers around her which is a bad news for me as it will prevent me from going foward, i could not longer stop myself in these line. i'm not that young anymore, most of my friend have gone and taken the step of a mature man....
it is a long and lot's of up-down year for me...at least it doesn't ended up with nothing...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
The Biggest Mistake Is To Tell The Truth
guess what ? i've quit my job at RHB bank...the process is like putting salt on wound. So f*&^ing painfull. Imagine 3 hours of counseling from the bosses. It's like everyone is trying to kept me inside. My first steps is to balance both good and bad...but all I got is good...anyway take the risk, pull the trigger..and died
the situation is likely to get worse if all of my working friends knows about it. but the good news is that the closest friends, give a very good moral comfort which is i really need. i really need to make sure that the steps that i've take is for a good cause.
thanks to the police road block at Kemaman !!!
sometimes i think that i'm going to waste my times and dreams about BC....i really need someone out there....
guess what ? i've quit my job at RHB bank...the process is like putting salt on wound. So f*&^ing painfull. Imagine 3 hours of counseling from the bosses. It's like everyone is trying to kept me inside. My first steps is to balance both good and bad...but all I got is good...anyway take the risk, pull the trigger..and died
the situation is likely to get worse if all of my working friends knows about it. but the good news is that the closest friends, give a very good moral comfort which is i really need. i really need to make sure that the steps that i've take is for a good cause.
thanks to the police road block at Kemaman !!!
sometimes i think that i'm going to waste my times and dreams about BC....i really need someone out there....
Sunday, April 17, 2005
the new jobs really put me into a new question marks....will i be a succeed in Kemaman or just another stink hole...just trying to hold the pieces until the end of the week....which is the pay day..before trying to do some thinking about the future...
my budget is getting bigger than ever..imagine RM 500 per month..equivalent to a normal installment for a brand new car !!!
my budget is getting bigger than ever..imagine RM 500 per month..equivalent to a normal installment for a brand new car !!!
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
Sunday, February 27, 2005
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
our demo session were sucks....almost everyone feel the pressure...even dzul lost/forgot his beat..conclusion almost every department failed to deliver...the result isn't known yet coz i don't have any player to played the tape...early hearing show that the mic for the vocal were totally put on high...hahhaha..i just dun know what to say...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
the guyz are being fuzzy about getting ourself a demo....have a chat with Tas Studio boss and the deal could cost around RM70..we're out for a usual session when everything turns to be perfect..need to say that the RP3 and also big muff perform well last night plus i mix it up with the usual chorus and delay..need to stamp it inside my mind how the setup works....
Monday, February 14, 2005
everything is so damm slow..
hi and good morning..got to work a 'bit' early..just feel like going home today...in the sama time also felt like not going anywhere also..so damm penat la...
miss my CM !!!
nothing happen much except i'm totally lost control of my budget account...spend to much money on something wasteless...thought of bringing my computer back to Kuantan..why because it seems that I've lot of freaking job to do..i dun know how long that i can live by this way..if i got that job at RHB, maybe i buy myself a new computer..the old ( is it old ? ) gave to my little brother...
khairil is getting married, every one of my close friend is getting married..for me ? ahhhh so damm letih la nak fikir...
target this month : get my L & P.....after that..can anyone force me to get that pancasona.net site ready ?
hi and good morning..got to work a 'bit' early..just feel like going home today...in the sama time also felt like not going anywhere also..so damm penat la...
miss my CM !!!
nothing happen much except i'm totally lost control of my budget account...spend to much money on something wasteless...thought of bringing my computer back to Kuantan..why because it seems that I've lot of freaking job to do..i dun know how long that i can live by this way..if i got that job at RHB, maybe i buy myself a new computer..the old ( is it old ? ) gave to my little brother...
khairil is getting married, every one of my close friend is getting married..for me ? ahhhh so damm letih la nak fikir...
target this month : get my L & P.....after that..can anyone force me to get that pancasona.net site ready ?
Saturday, February 12, 2005
A Shocker Week
first of all...Khairil is engage TODAY ( 12/2/2005 ) !!!!..what a shocker indeed...my mother give me the news which is so quietly kept secret from me by khairil..a bit dull coz if i knew it earlier i could have gone to Johor and witneseses the greatest event..shame..guess need to prepare for more suprise !!
also need to quicken any stepp...coz everyone is getting married
my jobs stink today as my 'kerani' is so stupid..i dun know whether that is the correct or the right word but it fits the bill currently. she gave out this so called pekeliling for all the cyber staff. want to know the last of commandments..collection for 11/2/2005 is 'takda'..not reaching 24 hour but she have become a stinker..tangga ada, telepon ada, pejabat dekat...why not came up here and ask me myself ? why try to put this silly and wasteless commandment ?
the pretender....
first of all...Khairil is engage TODAY ( 12/2/2005 ) !!!!..what a shocker indeed...my mother give me the news which is so quietly kept secret from me by khairil..a bit dull coz if i knew it earlier i could have gone to Johor and witneseses the greatest event..shame..guess need to prepare for more suprise !!
also need to quicken any stepp...coz everyone is getting married
my jobs stink today as my 'kerani' is so stupid..i dun know whether that is the correct or the right word but it fits the bill currently. she gave out this so called pekeliling for all the cyber staff. want to know the last of commandments..collection for 11/2/2005 is 'takda'..not reaching 24 hour but she have become a stinker..tangga ada, telepon ada, pejabat dekat...why not came up here and ask me myself ? why try to put this silly and wasteless commandment ?
the pretender....
Sunday, February 06, 2005
quit jobs ? the option is getting clear as ever but do i have enough back - up ?
the management is a bit serabut...imagine i've tell + send the official leave form to the them..still they call me asking me where the hell am i ? the boss a bit hot - headed when he saw my attendance card full with pen marks...i've forgot all about it and now he ask me the question why ? actually the card wasn't there when i want to punch it coz the clerk didn't put a new one...so who'se to blame....infact she didn't want to explain her mistake...yet that day she show me her card which 100% perfect..but she didn't knew that I've already know her tactics by using someone else to punch for her...damm
the boss is proned to do lot of mistake and silly judgement..they want me to do this database which is a bit complex and full with programming...and they want me to finish in a quick period..my guess is whatever the end result, it won't be used for that long..
hezri have giving a fresh news regarding my recent interview result..he said that I could get it coz he saw my name on the top list..this could be a big suprise for me as I could have beaten 3 other business minded person..hahaha...hopefully there isn't much pain as the current job gives eventhough I like being an IT worker...dun know whether i could get the target...
and finally...ya allah...give me a girlfriend....
the management is a bit serabut...imagine i've tell + send the official leave form to the them..still they call me asking me where the hell am i ? the boss a bit hot - headed when he saw my attendance card full with pen marks...i've forgot all about it and now he ask me the question why ? actually the card wasn't there when i want to punch it coz the clerk didn't put a new one...so who'se to blame....infact she didn't want to explain her mistake...yet that day she show me her card which 100% perfect..but she didn't knew that I've already know her tactics by using someone else to punch for her...damm
the boss is proned to do lot of mistake and silly judgement..they want me to do this database which is a bit complex and full with programming...and they want me to finish in a quick period..my guess is whatever the end result, it won't be used for that long..
hezri have giving a fresh news regarding my recent interview result..he said that I could get it coz he saw my name on the top list..this could be a big suprise for me as I could have beaten 3 other business minded person..hahaha...hopefully there isn't much pain as the current job gives eventhough I like being an IT worker...dun know whether i could get the target...
and finally...ya allah...give me a girlfriend....
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Several dayz ago, the guys are backin studio again....this time I've decided to outstretched our jamming time from the usual 1 hour to 30 minutes extra..a risk worth RM 40...but everything turns out totally FINE !!!!...here are the list but not in the right order..
Say It Ain't So
Stolen
Vio Pipe
Sing For Absolution ( played twice !! )
Muscle Museum
Time Is Running Out
Showbizz
Darkshine
Chemistry
Plug In Baby
Nicotine
Thick Ozone
..hopefully I've listed all...
we might do another marathon
Say It Ain't So, Hash Pipe, Nicotine, Stolen, Faculties Of Mind, Chemistry, Thick Ozone, Time Is Running Out, Showbizz, Plug In Baby, Unintended, Sing For Absolution, Muscle Museum...
Say It Ain't So
Stolen
Vio Pipe
Sing For Absolution ( played twice !! )
Muscle Museum
Time Is Running Out
Showbizz
Darkshine
Chemistry
Plug In Baby
Nicotine
Thick Ozone
..hopefully I've listed all...
we might do another marathon
Say It Ain't So, Hash Pipe, Nicotine, Stolen, Faculties Of Mind, Chemistry, Thick Ozone, Time Is Running Out, Showbizz, Plug In Baby, Unintended, Sing For Absolution, Muscle Museum...
Sunday, January 30, 2005
the internet sickness still haunts me but most of them is for a good cause..
not feeling a bit alive today, most of the people is trying to take the advantage out of me which is a bit sad fact to swollen..i think that it is a time for me to 'dissapear' for a while..i need to put my head in a place where i can calm myself..
today my mood is a bit angered + mad + sad...
don't have any good jobs yet which still bother me...i need a quick change before getting driffted deeper into trouble..
ohlala...i still don't believe that i've been working here for almost 3 month..duh..i've extended my symphaty for annother month..which i've a bit regret..need to get my licence which bring along the filename freedom...with it I can go anywhere without boundaries..i need to kept my opinion and choice tough..no longer can be shaken by the words love, friends, symphaty...SUCKS
not feeling a bit alive today, most of the people is trying to take the advantage out of me which is a bit sad fact to swollen..i think that it is a time for me to 'dissapear' for a while..i need to put my head in a place where i can calm myself..
today my mood is a bit angered + mad + sad...
don't have any good jobs yet which still bother me...i need a quick change before getting driffted deeper into trouble..
ohlala...i still don't believe that i've been working here for almost 3 month..duh..i've extended my symphaty for annother month..which i've a bit regret..need to get my licence which bring along the filename freedom...with it I can go anywhere without boundaries..i need to kept my opinion and choice tough..no longer can be shaken by the words love, friends, symphaty...SUCKS
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Kenari masih lagi x lepas..ada je prob...dah sampai tahap muak...
loan kepada fendy RM2000...1500 extra coz he have to pay something to get his car. post my resume to ShahPutra and a private school. hopefully to score either one..cannot wait to blah from this cc...
RM6000 aku loan dari mak aku...only used 1000 right now....
loan kepada fendy RM2000...1500 extra coz he have to pay something to get his car. post my resume to ShahPutra and a private school. hopefully to score either one..cannot wait to blah from this cc...
RM6000 aku loan dari mak aku...only used 1000 right now....
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