it's going to be like a week b4 2009 put down his curtain..and it will another year where life for me have lot of different meaning...2009 finally gave answer to most of my dilemma and dreams ( most of it shattered into pieces )..

sumhow...i see what left is like another 30 years...tears and blood are going to be spilled...happiness and sorrow will take turn..but i'm hoping for a happiness domination..

love ? i really dun know..maybe i just gave my hope..just see what the future will bring it to me..maybe i'm in love or maybe love found me...but times will tell when...

it's a sad moment when u're sleeping alone...as u know how lonely you are...

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it is almost the end of the year..and i'm still stuck sumwhere..

i admit..i've long not blog here since my mood and my mind always takes me sumwhere far..maybe that's what we called a change in life...

man in the mirror..i've seen it as a different as what most people see me...arrogant,dreamy,sleepyhead,unfocus,self-destruct..but what people say is a view from their own mouth and head..usually people use mouth first then the head..later their brain..and their insticnt..but usually the damage is done after step 2...

as always..i've prepared to swin across the strongest current with or without anyone that i love the most..at one point of life i feel that this is momment of my life..and later i realize that everything is just a dream..when we're back at point one..we're still struglling..

at the impact of the last 5 year..i've been torn apart..ripped from flest to the bone..and yet..i'm still here...and yes..i've saw the grey hair of my friend..somehow..i knew..time is running up..and yet..there's plenty of space that i yet to discover..will i succeeded b4 i self-destruct ?

-endofglory-

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sawadikap


err...da lama aku mencarut kat sini..hehe..thanks to my current work place that's make me so hard to wrote without making people trying to peek what the heck am i doing..and obviously i should blame myself for having this new bad habit of delaying things ( yeah i knew that i'm a delay freak but not this kind of delay :D )..

already like 2 weeks into the new year and most of my plan are already f*&k up by itself..damm..i'm still trying to recover myself from the biggest problem ( alhamdullilah..da sikit2 recover )..maybe around march for everything to returns to normal...damm those alien..

the question about the girl down there ? yeah i already forgotten her....almost becoming a mistake..am i hurt ? nope..she just sumthing that i used to call imagination..now looking for someone that trully the one ( i hope :D )

baru balik dari K.Bahru..this time i really jalan2 cari makan..imagine in kuantan..we're trully cannot ressist nasi daging merah,paprik all those thai food..but in K.B..where the heck is all the restaurant..maybe aku kene naik sana bwk kereta..easy 4 me to search..anyway..found a restaurant with a weird name..more to thai name..and they don't have any small table..all those big table meant for 6-8 people..and there i'm sitting alone..the waitress ( mmg siam mari pun ) gave me a very bad menu..full with thai words..luckly they got translation..and guess what they don't have those regular menu..weird stuff you know..and off course HALAL..so i order ayam masak masam manis..plus nasi putih..and teh..but they send me this chineese tea ( no sugar :D )..ahha..they don't serve nescafe,milo etc..more to a chineese restaurant..after waiting for around 20 minutes ( i guess )..my meal is finally serve..and it's totally awsome..more like a 4 people dish with all this pineapple chunks and plenty of it..and the dish is very mouth watering..and aku mula terfikir..cam mahal je..abis aku..hahha..so after finish everything..i ask for the bill and to my shock it cost only rm7.50..i tell u that in kuantan this kind of meal could easily reach rm10...hahaa..betulla murah..ahha..n just to mention..my first day at kb..aku pergi satu kedai kat bwh pasar lama ( bukan pasar siti khadijah )..n to my suprise..nasi + kerang ( banyak giler ) + teh ais = rm2.70...hahahhahahahahahha x 10000000


sawadikap !!

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