satu carutan yang panjang

bulan posa bulan yg agak memenatkan dari segi mental dan fizikal. lack of sleep,sleep being disturb,unorganize sleeping etc so aku akan cranky a bit or more. wheres my dose of coffee when i need one ? keje2.my HOO screaming again about me not doing the job but for some reason i believe im doing them a favour. yes most of the job are being done at Operation instead of IT and i getting dilusion about what my real job and what the heck im doing this thing. one thing about her, she never seems wants to use the terms co-operation. more of the word this is your task. and yes, she never try to talk or ask my colleague ( scare of kene marah ) okay so now i m really looking foward for the merger. change of management and job scope. eventhough i also scare whether cimb gonna drop the chopping option. VSS !! ~pray~

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2014

yes i'm back after my 34 birthday and almost a decade ago when i start this place, i decided to put "continue active in blogging" inside my "what to achieve in a year" list since i said it,below are what i want to achieve in a year list :- 1. continue blogging 2. complete my photo album 3. complete my novel 4. establish my photography or business rock and roll yeah currently now is puasa period..so again i will be likely totally "wasted" whenever i do my morning shift. and i feel that this time it is more tiring than ever since my sister in law got a new baby boy and i end up doing this daily trip from my house to her house as the whole family now "relocating" over there it is also World Cup period but this time i got more bigger reason why i don't to be like totally into it. whenever i see the team sheet it feels like weird. i hardly recognized 60% of the star play of the star team. and guess what most of the star team didnt even make it to the 2nd round ( portugal,italy,russia,japan,korea & england ). even brazil dont have the so called greatest lineup. their previous team 2010 got : ronaldo,kaka,cafu,ronaldinho etc ok it's 11.30,,maybe this is my solution of trying not to be sleepy u know what...works are getting lesser since our merger with RHB...VSS looming ?

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ni blog spot. agak uzur dan membosan

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last week daaaa

Final week for 2011. i think i already surendered myself to the fact that i'm getting old and rotten but for most men,life do start at 30. how can i summarize 2011 ? well if i say 2010 is suck then 2011 is sumthing much sweeter but still got bitter at some point. off course you cannot get all good. should i do a list of whatever ? ok :- 1. well i married already ( i know it being held on the final quarter of the year but whatever it is most important ) 2. i got promoted but somehow it was sumthing like already 5 years working haha 3. gish..see that number. 5 years...felt like rotten already 4. i got myself a beautifull and caring wife 5. land myself a weird hobby - rabbit breeding 6. Gerakan Grunge Bangkit become faymes already ( knowing the fact the thing being created without any proper planning or bla2 ) 7. my 'bling-bling' bos have been transfered to Melaka but being replaced by another 'jackass'. wish i could wrote sumthing long about him. 8. thanks to GGB, sonic star radio jamm have been registered itself as one locally big grunge band. however for some reason i really want to quit from music do the fact that i could not pull the string already 9. yes, i played for another band : loop analysis. however i'm do not considered myself as somebody inside the band since i was invited to played though. hoping that i could swallowed the fact that this is not my band hahaha. anyway i really enjoy playing with this band currently 10. after 20 years, people still remember Nirvana & Cobain !

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upgrade myself :D

i'm in the process of applying for a master degree why ? becoz i think i'm almost outdated..people are talking about stuff that baffle me..sebut la processor ape aku tahu..i can answer the brand only..hopefully tade no 3...shit..I5 I3 ? lol ape tu...i dun know the comparasion.. so yes, i decide on it...tdo la this is my 100 post

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v i p - p u k i

ok this is a serious piss off... smlm aku g tengok jelajah desa DIGI..so ok la free show beratur bagai nak bagak..time tu nmpk la keluarga2 vip ni masuk pastu dpt potong barisan..siap ade laluan lagi..so masuk la dalam dewan after like 15 minutes beratur..masuk terus g depan..owh ade kerusi2 kt depan stage..pastu barricade..pastu nampak la pakcik2 n makcik2 vip ni..dengar cerita ade kerabat2 tgk jugak..btw not that higher heir-achy but maybe yg kecik2 like saudara2 bla2..ok fine..dah nama org melayu.. ok concert start.bla2..in the habis..pastu bermula la sessi nk throw things/gift..tgh2 keseronokan dpt brg tu..tetiba one of my twitter friend nk baling gift tetiba muncul la 2-3 vip ni NAK JUGAK !!!!!!..ko bayangkan la aku rasa cam anjing time tu..hina giler..ko duduk depan pegi je la mintak in person tak bleh ke ? ko bayangkan org2 belakang tu rasa cam hampa giler bile ko buat gtu..dun care la ko vip ke ape ke...MATI MASUK KUBUR JUGAK !!! respect the people behind you baru the people will respect you... fyi : biasanya top2 VIP knows how to respect peoplee but those yg sedara mara dia ni yg kurang ajar

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x bleh sign ka ?

memo aku tersadai atas meja..dah dekat 2 tahun still x leh lepas lagi..the problem is adakah aku yg x hntr or x buat keje ? plz la..it's all about signing the freaking thing..tu pun susah ? one by one setiap satu dicari masalah or in-perfection of the stupid thing..padan muka aku n dia..stuck becoz a mengarut biokrasi..mende rosak beb bukan mende ok or worth millions of dollar...dalam asset list pun da terus terang tade nilai..aku nak klepet pun utk ape ? demmm ! setiap kali aku hantar,setiap tu jugak memo tu kene ammend..sampai mende tu jadi too details..for a fucking crap useless waste..setiap kali aku tembak..cam2 ayat kuar demotion la,bonus kene cut la,warning letter la bla2..great i dun care about those thing anymore..i just want the memo to be sign only la..why can't be so hard ?? okay alasan :- 1.director wants thing to be perfect ( nilai susut vs harga write off ) 2.spelling ( fuck ! ) 3.grammar ( bullshit ! ) 4.format ( babi ! ) so imagine..aku bleh bukak satu file psl memo kene reject n brape kali aku kene call vendor utk repair qoutation..not even more than 1 hour she can work with me to settle the problem..asyik2 kuar ayat "senior associate needs to know how to do stuff"...dear my bos, i took degree in it not in how to wrote a memo, work with and help me, not letting to take the whole world by myself..padan muka aku n dia..i rela nak resign psl kes ni..and judging on how she treats me..mmg dia nak preasure aku..boooo...almost there la beb tp aku won down without a fight...kalau aku kene jawab aku akan cerita habis..x kisah la dia punyer jawatan kene turun or what but i want her sooo perfect image tarnished... now i got a new boss..n when he being told about the issues..ko percaya tak dia cakap ape ? "brg tade dalam list just throw away"..senyap boss perempuan aku tu..so perfect sgt..skali director cakap gtu terus diam..padan muke..she takes things so seriously in the end the top bras cakap bodo je...hahahha i'm laughing like mad...now i'm on the final straw of killing the bigshit..but today my memo got a note : maisu, please check <------------------ fuck ! JUST BLOODY SIGN THE MEMO APA YG KO BANGANG SANGAT DUN LET AKU TOTALLY PISS OFF !!!! monday,should be the day i clear out the crap..after that another bullshit run..CSC invois...after that 2012 should be my revenge year !

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there's a lot blog page outside such as wordpress and bla2..but i'm being sentimental about closing this one since yeah it's almost like an old friend..and for that i will not shut it down..unless blogspot died off course.. my life have been really a roller coaster this year..maybe not like last year which is sucks..basically i dun know to summarize it..and YES ! i've married hehehe..imagine few years back writing "forever alone" statement really sucks but now my life change.. job wise..for the time being i really hate my job..being discomfort like everyday..for me it's like everybody is trying to avoid the job/problem and put my name in the place and later talks a lot..why can't you work with and solve the problem..plus there's sooo many things to do just to solve a very tiny miny..yeah i know professionalism but sumtimes crap also need ka ? off to my job and bullshit things..

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morning peeps

my eyes are red..thanks to pirate of the carribean movie at 12.20 am !!

2 biggest hype movie already being watch this week with my pocket are burning rm40 HOT !!!!

the result ? good movie but should be much better. owh i watch "Kongsi" and also "Pirate Of The Caribbean : On Strange Tide"..

kongsi ?

kongsi gelap movie but everything is like..what ? sum people can laugh to stiches but sum people will say " a good joke hahaha " <---- that's me. plot of the movie is good but somehow managed to get people like tertanya2. anyhow believe why this movie got sequel already.

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