have a chat this afternoon..talking about last night matter..suprisingly she confess that women do a bit materialistic...an answer that I doesn't want to hear...manage to talk her about having dinner tomorrow night..could I make it as my first date..or just consider it as a hang out..

I feel a bit sad today.....and the idea of leaving Malaysia for Scotland is coming back again...1 year break out could make me able to break the spell she have put on me...wish i didn't have to said that...I know that only magic and luck could help me now....hoping it will be available through mail order...