there's a lot blog page outside such as wordpress and bla2..but i'm being sentimental about closing this one since yeah it's almost like an old friend..and for that i will not shut it down..unless blogspot died off course.. my life have been really a roller coaster this year..maybe not like last year which is sucks..basically i dun know to summarize it..and YES ! i've married hehehe..imagine few years back writing "forever alone" statement really sucks but now my life change.. job wise..for the time being i really hate my job..being discomfort like everyday..for me it's like everybody is trying to avoid the job/problem and put my name in the place and later talks a lot..why can't you work with and solve the problem..plus there's sooo many things to do just to solve a very tiny miny..yeah i know professionalism but sumtimes crap also need ka ? off to my job and bullshit things..