the internet sickness still haunts me but most of them is for a good cause..

not feeling a bit alive today, most of the people is trying to take the advantage out of me which is a bit sad fact to swollen..i think that it is a time for me to 'dissapear' for a while..i need to put my head in a place where i can calm myself..

today my mood is a bit angered + mad + sad...

don't have any good jobs yet which still bother me...i need a quick change before getting driffted deeper into trouble..

ohlala...i still don't believe that i've been working here for almost 3 month..duh..i've extended my symphaty for annother month..which i've a bit regret..need to get my licence which bring along the filename freedom...with it I can go anywhere without boundaries..i need to kept my opinion and choice tough..no longer can be shaken by the words love, friends, symphaty...SUCKS