currently i'm confuse about her...whether she is engaged or not...whether she is in love or not...whether she is committed with someone or not...whether i'm just daydreaming or not...

sometimes i've felt much better if i've never gotten in love with bc..who is, i dun know....she is seems like a jigsaw puzzle...it doesn't fit my dream girl..to find someone who is caring about me...

i'm hoping that, not hoping this time, but praying that whether it is impossible or not, that Ujie could be the one.....

or maybe i'm just in a self - inflict dream again........