Okay, it is almost a week since I've started working at Generation Cyber Cafe. Suprisingly, I get different opinion about working here. Both negative and positive. My cousin/family didn't like it because the area aorund Jln Wong Ah Jang is a bit dangerous especially with the kind of work I do ( cashier !! ) it is already enough to put me in danger of robbery. But anyway with the customer came in and out plus my work time is from 3 - 9 pm, it is obviously that I'm safe. Most importantly, BC agree with my decision.

Talking about her makes me thinking about many things especially the business regarding this friend of her. Let said that it is some kind of threat to me. But no too serious as a previously. Last week she go out with that guy. I got totally confused, mad, sad and also panic. Most of the people that night saw me with red faces, they said that I look 'masam'. Obviously I've tried to calm myself, thinking positive tough, yet it failed. But BC try talked back to me and explain everything. Again her words is confusing me. She said that I've never failed to win her heart. And yet she seems trying to give chance. Something that I've never had for the entire 23 years of my existence. Last night, I buy her soya milk. Guess I try to win her heart in a very milky way. Anyway soya beans is best for your brain and skins.

I'm hoping for the best........and god please guide me through this rough road...

Yes, that I've trully love her....nothing gonna change my love for her....and please.....